Q: Reflect on what you have learned this year in class – this is a mandatory submission for your final 5 blog posts so make it a good one. 🙂
Wow, all I could say is that time goes by so fast! It’s like a year is a page of a thick book, and all it takes to turn a page is a split of a second… I clearly remembers the beginning of the year. I have matured a lot mentally (Ms. P, you were right! You told us in the beginning of this year that we will find ourselves much more mature at the end of the school year), and I discovered a lot about who I am and what kind of life I want. But right now, I am caught between two contradicting feelings; happiness and regret.
The former, I feel this way because it is finally summer vacation! Just one more week and freedom from school! Of course, hagwons are waiting for me out there, but I get to go there with my best friends. After all, at hagwon there is no worry or pressure of grades and tests… I am also happy that after the last day of school, many many cool things are waiting for me. First, on Thursday, after the last final exam, I am going to play some paintball, on Friday, I am going to just relax at home (got a list of movies I need to watch!), Â and finally, on Saturday, I am performing in an music ensemble that does a community service work -which is totally cool and worthwhile – and after that, I think I am sleeping over with my buddies – Jaeook, Youngkyu, Dongmyung- and going to watch THE 2010 SOUTH AFRICA WORLD CUP! GREECE vs. KOREA! We’ve been waiting for such a longtime. Oh, and all three days, Â I am going to lay back and watch the baseball games on TV. Wait, oh no, this post has turned into my agenda for next week… back to my topic.
The latter, of course, is just an annual thing- by this time of year, all the students regret. Now that I look back on my school year, I think, “I could have done much better than this… why did I slack off?” My grades aren’t bad, but because I know I could do better than this, I regret. Another sadness that runs through me is something that I developed not quite long ago. In fact, this feeling, or more like a thought, happened first at the end of the 9th grade year. When I reflected back on my year back then, I thought to myself… “wow, what have I accomplished this year? I could have done many cool things and experienced many new stuff.” I could have learned how to play the bass guitar in 9th grade when I had more free-time, or I could have watched more movies… I personally blame MSN, Ichat, and Facebook for this loss of time. This year was a little bit better. I actually accomplished quite a lot of thing; I have founded the baseball club which was a GREAT SUCCESS, I have taken an AP and will be taking a SAT II this Saturday, I did a lot of community service -from which I learned A LOT about society and life in general-, I joined the tennis team, and so on. But I still think I could have done much more.. I could have joined the drama backstage or technology crew, I could have submitted  a movie to the Phoenix Film Festival (directing and filming a movie is a new talent and a joy I’ve discovered this year), or I could have went out for an officer election (which happened today).
As far as the classes go, I liked this year’s schedule. There was not a class that was too painfully boring (except math, since it is boring by the subject itself), and I loved the teachers -who were nice, warm, and passionate- this year. In this post, I would like to talk about one in specific; English. Oftentimes, in movies and TV shows, English classes are often depicted as the worst and most boring class in high school. But it was quite the opposite with Ms. Patterson’s class. We always had interactive, integrated lessons, where we got to talk and communicate more, as well as develop our English language proficiency. One biggest thing I learned in this class is how to express myself clearly. In past debates and discussion in other classes, due to the nervousness and pressure, I would often sound ambiguous and  unclear. People would go, “huh?” But now, due to a plethora of discussions, I have finally learned how to make myself verbally clear as crystal. I think this is the most important thing I have learn in this course, not to mention how to behave well in class 🙂